it has been 4 months and yet so much has change. i suggest to all those catholic school kids out there, High five for staying. ‘Cause look at me i cant even go out without any makeup on, i cant go out without fixing my hair, & ohh boy now my hair is getting so much split ends, i am soo unnatural. Boo to public schools.
or maybe its just me…
Dear Papa Jesus,
do you hate me ? i know everyone says “youre full of mercy and love” but how come every time i go against my bad habits. i’m still punished, maybe its just me who’s making it so hard for myself, but please i need your help.
sincerely,
akeyla anne basto
all ready,
makup done, hair done, cute clothes worn, room all clean, dogs walked. Everything’s at its place, just waiting to get picked up to go out on a date. i wait and call but what do i get no we cant go cause i have stuff to do still. i hate making plans trying to make things work out between us, i hate having my hopes up to go out with you. i hate you. im tired of always waiting for that one special thing that makes me want to stay with you forever, but heads up its fading. we’re fading. maybe not to you, but to me it most definitely is. im sorry. i think i need a break from you so bad, but i so scared to be alone.
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Lately you’ve been giving me reasons to want to leave you. I could list at least a million or more. But every time we argue, there’s always that one tiny reason that’s pulling me back. It’s so hard & complicated because I’m at war with myself. My brain says just leave already, but my heart wants me to stay. It’s like a game of tug-o-war and the flag is just stuck there in the middle.
(sigh) I don’t know exactly what I’m trying to say.
I guess I love you enough to give you all these second chances, and I guess my second chances mean I love you enough to see past all the bullshit we go through every day. I don’t even care how much we argue anymore. I don’t care how much I cry, or how much pain there is involved. I just want to be yours by the end of the day. I just want to be with you, simply because I love you.
Dear LBPHS
Your staff your interns your office your school is stupid. You don’t get kids enrolled in your fckn school in time for registration WTF is that really? You make your soon to be students look like bigger fools thn they already are being a new person in your fckn big ugly school fuck you for by turning in my papers on time fuck you for not giving me my schedule on time now I look like and feel like a fuckn highschool drop out. Your bullshit makes me wanna go back to a fckn vagina infested school. You’re stupid. Oh and your bullsht valdez girl needs rehab cause she looks stupid with her fckn big tatoos on he old saggy arms. Oh one more thing that Cecilia girl needs a heads up too because her stupid germab accent is really dumb Sincerly, Ms. Akeyla Basto
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so its getting closer to october and im scared of changing my channel from disney to anything else now ‘cause they start having these scary commercials for all these scary movies like devil and exorcist ):
I hate
How everyone thinks I’m incapable of household chores ohkay heads up I’m not a dumb blonde nor do I look like one soo to those that judge me I suggest you shut your mother fckn mouths cause I can do shit whenever I want too if I’m not ironing or doing stupid laundry or cooking that doesn’t mean I’m a dumbass who can’t do shit if I wanna clean ill clean in this household I only do things when told because everyone has their own priorities. I can be a mom a sister a leader a bitch a smartass whatever you want but only when needed and necesary so quit judging.
